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Journal Entry: Sun Sep 6, 2009, 1:01 AM
Name: Marsha
Date: 9/6/2009
Colorgenics Number: 21706354

You are a very sensitive person and you try hard (perhaps a little too hard) to make favourable impressions and to be recognised by your peers. But you have that inherent need to feel appreciated and admired and you are easily hurt if all of your endeavours go by unappreciated or not acknowledged. Stop trying so hard.

You are totally dissatisfied with your present situation. Matters are not going right for you and you are seeking a means of escape. Your mental state of mind necessitates that you need to change your thinking patterns. Remember, if one particular modus operandi doesn't seem to work, then try something different.

The situation at this time is one of considerable distress. You feel trapped and you are looking for some way out. You can find solace in the arms of someone who cares so long as there is no long-term emotional involvement.

For some time now your hopes and expectations have been denied and because of this you are becoming withdrawn and introverted. Continual disappointment has manifested itself in you becoming both suspicious and restrained you have become withdrawn from others and have receded more and more into yourself. You seem to have lost your innate enthusiasm and imaginative nature, for fear that you may be carried away by it only to find that you are wasting your time. You are loath to trust people, as in the past your trust has been misplaced. You seem to be keeping yourself cautiously aloof from others. At this moment in time your attitude is to trust nobody - until they can prove themselves to you.

You are presently worried about your future and you feel that whatever you do will go wrong. At this time you are your own worst enemy. All the disappointment that you have experienced, coupled with the fear that there is no point in formulating fresh goals, have led to anxiety. You would like recognition and a position of trust but you are concerned that these hopes and dreams may not be realised. You are very argumentative and insistent that you are right - maybe you are - but you are pushing too hard. Take it easy, let go, and smile. Smiling and agreeing with people works wonders - try it and see.

  • Mood: Isolated
  • Listening to: Geed love
  • Reading: Colorgenics profile
  • Watching: my screen
  • Playing: with my computer

Devious Info

  • Current Residence: Portland, Oregon
  • Interests: Reading
  • Favourite band or musician: Tori Amos
  • Favourite genre of music: what I feel like listening to
  • Favourite artist: one who create's for the sake of making something beautiful
  • Favourite poet or writer: poe
  • Favourite photographer: Paige
  • Favourite style of art: Illustration
  • Operating System: PC
  • MP3 player of choice: sansa
  • Shell of choice: Book cover
  • Wallpaper of choice: I hate wall paper
  • Skin of choice: my own
  • Favourite game: World of warcraft
  • Favourite gaming platform: bedroom
  • Favourite cartoon character: cloud for the moment
  • Personal Quote: I want a cookie
  • Tools of the Trade: pencil and paper and pen, maybe a paint brush too

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:iconpercolated:
I lo-o-ove you~

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He was my cream, and I was his coffee -
And when you poured us together, it was something.
:icontrn2liquid:
i love you too

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I divide all readers into two classes:
Those who read to remember
and those who read to forget.

~ William Phelps ~
:iconpercolated:
I heart you like Twinkies!

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He was my cream, and I was his coffee -
And when you poured us together, it was something.
:iconstahlrose:
Thanks a lot for the favourite on one of my gowns :)

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Don't worry about what people think, they don't do it very often. :katana:
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Never try to understand me, never try to face my faces.
(Diary of Dreams - E-dead-Motion)
:icondyun:
Thank you so much for faving "The Warrior, a Tribute". I'm glad you enjoyed it! :)

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Jana
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:iconlesterxavieriii:
Thanks so much for the favorite! It's very much appreciated!
:icontrn2liquid:
you do beautiful work
:iconsuljettuna:
Thanks for the watch. :heart:

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This voice does not reach you.
:icontrn2liquid:
thanks for drawing things worth watching

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